I wanna get my violet more violent -(hole)

I dont know whats wrong with me, I feel so angry and I dont know why. I feel like a homicidal maniac because what would really ease my pain is if I went into someones house and stabbed them to death. I cant live like this, I'm going crazy, and having nervous brake downs. I miss lil' fire too.....hmmmm.........I'M GOING TO KILL HIS GIRL FRIEND! gotta go there is killing to be done!